have been saving up all these while.
and in december, im going to get my duit kutu (we played this game where every month each of us put in 1000rub and give it to each of us in turns, my turn is next month).

so now im confused. what should i do with the money?i cudnt get it into the bank bcoz i dont own a russian account. its gonna be in my hand,and im sure if i dont take good care of it,its just gonna dissappear in the shops and what nots and in the end i wouldnt know where it went..so i was thinking of......

1) buy a ticket n fly back to malaysia. to meet my family (yela tu..). and obviously see torres. (i think torres maybe the real reason here..haha..). but see, i always hate it when i knew girls broke up later on, like after a few trips going back n forth to see their bf,then kene tinggal.haiyoh..then oh my..gile wasted all the times theyve been buying all da flight tickets every winter balik. which is like 3k ringgit..kesian gile. no no i wouldnt allow myself in their shoes and being dumped later on.then i would regret like how ive regretted for not taking spm and it would haunt me for life..well..unless u're really rich,that wouldnt be a problem la.but im a student..and in love..haha..so..bahaya2..how eh.

2) get an iphone. bcoz my fon shut down on me a few times now..(alasan gile,like obviously the 100ringgit phone is ok to buy what? nk gak iphone la kan). so i think getting an ipod touch would help.but friends suggested iphone would be a better investment. bcoz obviously they think my phone just really sucky..hmm..ok..iphone..BUT.. first of all.i wouldnt know how to install the apps and stuffs as im really IT blinded. and i dont think i trust myself with an iphone.

whatever.rosak oso in the end..hmm...whats wrong with gadgets shutting down on me man..did i tell u the computer shut down on me too?and i have no guarantee of whatsoever to do anything about it. i was so bummed. maz n eugene helped me sorting out my desktop,they tried reformatting it but we couldnt and eugene said maybe the motherboard shut down on me and its hardware malfunction,not software.

so to get it to diagnostics here i have to pay 500rub and for a new motherboard eugene said it might cost more than 7000k..sigh.so in the end i just pack all the stuffs and put in under my table and open my old laptop which btw apparently doesnt even pass genuine windows microsoft which, the original window would cost like 200-300 ringgit. haih.

i got sam to look at it,he managed to work with the monitor and sambung it to my laptop,so its not so bad now.but the performance is still pretty bad..with internet browser windows pulsing ALL the time..(i felt like one of those punks in metal gigs where they nodd their head up and down jamming with trash music..sorry..loud music=trash, well for me at least)..hmm...ive spent a lot this month,really..from paying fines to the visa office to buying yota internet for good.

dahla. i better sleep already than rambling here. but i just wanted opinions..should i fly home or just buy the iphone?

(do u know how many MCQs questions we have for this coming exam in january? 1000+!! I used to be hardworking...=s whats wrong with me nowwwww)

i HATE tHIS plAcE!!
gOSh..WhY CaNt ThEY bE FriEndliEr? mAn.

i ReAlLy hAv tO gRaD =(
i HaV t0 gEt oUt of tHis nIghTmAre!!!

bUttt.
Im sCarEd oF tHe enDinG..=(

toO mAny to sTuDy..toO liL tImE.
u kNo HoW haRd iT iS to sTudy in tHis LaNguAge?

sLap mE!
NeEd to StArt sTudyInG SurGery NOW!
(dO u KnoW if a StuDent FaiL this eXam,tHey mUst wAit foR aNother yr 2 rEtAke it?)


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so now thats how out of place I am lately..just like how messed up the sentences above (im a freak of regularity,symmetry and proper wording) . im so messed up. i got fined for not registering earlier which BTW i did try register earlier but SOME russian wont let me do so bcoz apparently my visa end at mid Nov. And NOW i have to pay fine for their stupid advice because apparently i have an odnokratnaya visa,and the embassy makcik was a serious help lah kan for not telling me the procedure...seriously. Russian are strangely unorganized,not systematic and above all, they are ALWAYS right, in turn you are always WRONG.

Serious I hate this place..

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Our final eid was perfect, minus the fact that our internet connection was cut off,the day went smoothly from morning till evening. In the morning, we left hostel early to the Malaysian embassy and we got to join the takbir and also sembahyang raya there.


Kak Zack, me and Iznee @ Msian Embassy Moscow


Our post prayer Eid breakfast

Our raya theme was orange and all of us final year students wore orange that day. I wore a kebaya indonesia given to me by torres' mom in the summer. Thank you so much auntie. I really am so happy.After prayer and breakfast, we set off to Moscow's top attraction on a bus. There were a few buses waiting outside of the embassy's compound. We took a LOT of pictures at Moscow's top 3 famous spots..


1) Building of the Moscow State University.






2) At Kremlin with St Basil Cathedral





3) Victory Park




Im going to miss this moment and I hope we would stay in touch even after graduation. Aww..